The Game Of My Essence

The Game Of My Essence is a work that was named like that because it was my first work where I felt convinced that it was my own pictorial style, my own visual language. At first I did these things as a game, doodling, looking for shapes and playing with colors. I made templates out of golden rectangles and mixed them with squiggles so that my mind found subconscious shapes in these seemingly illogical strokes.
I could see that he really enjoyed making these types of paintings and drawings. Without complicating myself by the weight of detail and the perfection that I had when I made an artistic work of a realistic nature that I made to order. I could feel intense rest and delight every time I did this.
In this work I understood that this was my own language that for so many years I had been looking for it and that I could not find it, not having my own style saddened me a lot because I felt like a mere copier or imitator of reality.