The story of the painting is that as a child I was treated harshly and humiliating by a tyrannical father for giving me social anxiety, that I would not be with women, but this only happens when you are not loving, women are what I always most want to be with since I was a child because they are lovely. I have therefore painted a female model in a bikini behind the abstract who stands looking out the window with a cigarette in her mouth, because I experience her as bad, she is behind the abstract because I find that beautiful women I see are not what they show inside, they reject me coldly and cynical if I seem scared, sweet and kind to them they don't like it and are selfish even I could be good to them, instead they fall for men who are wealthy, fearless, strong, funny and confident regardless of whether those men are bad for them who are selfish, controlling and evil.
The keyword ENJOY by the face, she is nice to kiss, FREEKII FREEKII YOU by the breasts are nice and women are nice and crazy, PERFECT by the panties, panties are perfect and what hides behind the panties are what men only think about who they want to have access to more than anything else in the whole world. LOVE on the forearm is most important for people to feel good and makes them stay FREE on the shoulder, the condition man must have to have succes with women and which is a desire I have.
The keyword "COOL" is attractive to women, it is important to manage it these days, some people don't like others and are envious, and malicious, and created a world where power, rules and evilness are used to put fear into people to control them. But it is important to be kind and show love to others.
The keyword "FEEL" is important, it's natural for humans to express their emotions. However, nowadays, people avoid talking about feelings as it can make them feel vulnerable and lead to crying, which is seen as the opposite of being strong and brave. Society expects everyone to be tough and fearless, especially when working and making a living, because people who have created the society and have power over people like it that way, and this has changed people's attitudes.
"BLACK HEARTS" represent the importance of showing love and kindness to people and animals to feel happy. I prefer CALM living and people because this will result that people don't get angry and don't scare children. I use blue color to paint Japanese characters like samurai, strength, love, peace, happiness, loyalty, faith, life, and courage, they are attractive qualities to beautiful women. The black lines and dots in my art are inspired by Aboriginal, African, and Indian tribal art, which I find beautiful and unique and which I think is done in a good way. These cultures seem to live more freely, in a primitive and honest way, allowing them to be themselves without facing the constant power struggles and evils seen in the Western modern world. Peace, love and harmony.
