Ainur

“Scream” Series
This series tells about the internal state of the struggle with the shadow part of the inner self, describes my resistance. If the “Path” series is my present and future, then the “Scream” is my past, my doubts and fears that destroyed my soul before embarking on the path of spiritu...

“Scream” Series
This series tells about the internal state of the struggle with the shadow part of the inner self, describes my resistance. If the “Path” series is my present and future, then the “Scream” is my past, my doubts and fears that destroyed my soul before embarking on the path of spiritual peace. Before writing this series, I was tormented by echoes of the past, preventing me from moving forward. The world was faded, divided into black and white, it was these tones that I chose to create paintings.
By publishing these pictures, I let go of the pain and darkness that drag me to the bottom, and make room in my heart for new and bright emotions.
Welcome to my “SCREAM”.
“Dead end”
A state of complete hopelessness, depression, apathy, the struggle between reality and shadow aspects. That's what I experienced at the moment when I painted this picture.
Growth and movement forward is possible only through complete destruction. But being in a dead end, you are not capable of anything but inaction.
The figure is turned to the left, which speaks of the events of the past, which one after another led me to this state.
“Into the shadow”
Tightly curtained windows, not a single ray of sunlight. You leave reality in the world of your thoughts, remain completely alone and ask yourself the eternal question